The Emerald Macadam

The Emerald Macadam

I have passed through
The narrow canyons of cerebrum
While listening odes of mature cells
Vibrating slowly
And a fresh Pine resin, Oakmoss and fresh Ozone winded my hairs
Inside my nose
Plugged my alveolus ready to burst of indescribable pleasure
I’ve heard sounds of sprinkling blood
From my wounded feet
Leaving blueprint of the thirsty soul…
For
Knowledge, Wisdom and Enlightenment
That slowly bows in a front of God
Only by us called LOVE
In an emerald macadam to show the path
To the following procession of creatures
From all Gurdijeffian Octaves
Which as a golden fig are blossoming from within?

You may call me outpour of passion
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me lanolin extracted from merino
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me a broken porcelain soldier
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me a bee that soaks the nectar from thousands of roses
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me a yellow topaz
A child of carbon
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me a felt petal of the white rose
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may call me believer who prays for the sins of human multitude
And you’ll not be mistaken

You may even call me human that mix with angels unaware of his innocence
And you’ll not be mistaken

But I know
I know spirit does not have a gender
The wind misses the color
The grass is painted green by transparent rain
Alchemy is a transformation of mother’s milk into blood
Heaven is nature and man is Hell
But the Mother is God in Heaven and Earth
Thus I’m hardly a human.




A honeycomb


I’m not here
To say the pride of forgotten past
Nor I’m here to sing miraculously
Suras and Sutras of the Holy Scriptures

I’m not here to watch fallen mulberry fruits
In river swimming as a dried leafs
Nor I’m here to pray endlessly
As a sages to repent for
Sinful mundane ignorant

I’m here to kiss the sky in its forehead
And between two eyes where
The star has to spark its beauty

I’m here to perfume your soul
And dry in the sunny-golden pollen

I’m here too, to feed your lungs
With the air of the lost world
Eternally washed in the rivers of soul

I’m the soil of your secret sowed
As a wheat seeds in the fall
Waiting spring to green the fields
And to golden summer with poppies decorated

And fireflies during short nights
Dancing erotic games

Waiting fall to feed the holy stomach
Of enfant terrible
Perpetually called ME
The sarcophagus of your secret

I’m lost …you, concentrated
In a formula dissolved
To respond on their enigmas.






Short bio
Born in Rahovec, South East of Kosova, in 1972. Graduated at Prishtina University, Oriental Studies follows M.A. in Literature.
Actively works on Calligraphy discovering new mediums and techniques for this specific for of plastic art.

Published books:
•NUN- collection of mystical poems, 1996 author’s edition,
•INVISIBLE PLURALITY- Poetical prose, 2000, author’s edition
•NEKTARINA- Novel, Transcendental Epic, 2004, publishing House, Rozafa
Prishtinë- project of Ministry of Culture Sport and Youth of Kosova
•ELEMENTAL 99- Short poetical mystical stories, 2006, Center for positive
Thinking, Prishinë
•KUN- collection of transcendental lyrics, 2007, Publishing House LOGOS-A,
Skopje, Macedonia
Issues on papers and magazines:
Essays on daily paper ZERI, Prishtinë,
Essays on daily paper LAJM, Prishtinë,
Essays on daily paper GAZETAEXPRESS, Prishtinë,
Essays on daily paper ILIRIA POST, Prishtinë,
Columns and essays on weekly paper JAVA, Prishtinë,
Poetry on Magazine of Center for Humanistic studies GANI BOBI, Prishtinë
Essays on Journal “Oriental Studies”- Kosova’s Orientalist’s Association.
Poetry on Magazine STAV- Tuzla, Bosnia and Herzegovina
Poetry on Magazine ZIVOT- Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina
Poetry on Magazine ULAZNICA- Zrenjanin, Vojvodina
Poetry on Magazine, ISTANBUL LITERARY REVIEW, Istanbul, Turkey
Poetry on Magazine, MOBIUS MAGAZINE, New York
Essays on electronic magazine SEGURAWEB, Holland
Essays on electronic magazine GAZETA START, Albania
Articles in www.worldbulletin.com
Articles in www.newropeansmagazine.com

Participations:
Exhibition of Calligraphies in Cairo, Egypt, 2004
Sarajevo 44th Poetry Meeting, Sarajevo 2005
Congress on 600th anniversary of the work of Abdurrahman Ibn Khaldun, Cairo, Egypt, 2006
Meeting for the ethnic minority rights, European Parliament, Bruxelles, 2006
Exhibition of paintings and calligraphies at the Ministry of Culture and Tourism, Cairo, Egypt, 2007
Participation on the Congress on 800th anniversary of a Persian Poet RUMI, organized by, UNESCO/Albania and Saadi Shirazi Foundation, Tirana
Debates on national KTV, RTK, TV BESA

Projects:
Lyrics for Kosova Grange Rock band Jericho
Book of poems THE WING OF SERAPHIM, soon to be Published in Tirana, Albania
Book of poems NIBIRU
Book of poems CAUDA PAVONIS
Book on Mystical Tradition of Islam- SUFISM
Book on Mystical Tradition of Nordic- RUNAR
Documentary on Albanian Identity of Kosovars, interviewed; Bernard Koushner, Ismail Kadare, Dom Lush Gjergji, Fahredin Shehu, Luan Starova
Works in Administration of Radio Television of Kosova RTK